One Step At a Time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When people hear about the people I've met and the things I've done in my life thus far, they ooh and ahh. Don't get me wrong, I ooh and ahh as well and smile thinking about all the stories I have stored up to tell my (and Piolo's) grandkids.

The only frustration I really have is finding out what to do with all of these experiences. I'm one of those people who believe that there's a lesson/meaning in everything and that each "thing" is a part of the bigger picture, but what *is* that big picture? And when are you supposed to figure that out?

For so many Sundays now, I've been asking God to lead me to The Path, for me to know what I'm meant to do in this world. Hindi ko kasi alam. For someone who always did well in school, how come I can't solve this one problem?

When I look at other people, parang kontento na sila sa mga ginagawa nila dahil kumikita sila. Am I supposed to have that same outlook in life?