Sunday, November 2, 2003
Occupational Hazard
Saturday, November 1, 2003
Halloween Aftermath
Anyway, we also tried the mall, but was disappointed to see all the "Sorry, out of candy" signs outside the stores. What's up with that?! You know it's Halloween, you know there's going to be a lot of kids, the least you all could've done was spare $100 to buy candy from Costco or something. I mean, the holidays are coming up anyway so you're bound to make up that $100 in no time. Hmph.
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Right now, Freestyle is in Vancouver, possibly performing right this very minute. *SIGH. Since I thought I was going to Manila this Christmas, I didn't buy a ticket to the concert. I thought it would be cheaper to watch them in Manila instead. How many times do I need to get it in my head that I shouldn't pass up the opportunity to buy love whenever the opportunity presents itself? HaHa. I really miss Totop, though. Naks, inamin! HeHe. I miss being giddy at the sight of him. I've never gotten that giddy with anyone before, not even during the peak of my *NSYNC days. LoL. This one time I told my cousin, "Sa sobrang kilig ko, I can't even look at his face anymore when he's singing!" Being the smart ass that he is, my cousin said, "Eh kung hindi sa mukha, saan mo tinitingnan siya?!" Kainis talaga! HeHe. God, I still vividly remember that very first time when I walked into Suburbia and saw him on stage. Even though they were singing, I couldn't hear anything. I was just staring at him and blocked out everything else. Then there were the conversations backstage...and the walk along that street...and "the look" when we went to Dish. (Pabayaan na ninyo ako mag-reminisce! HaHa). It was my last day of the internship/last night in Pasay/last night of freedom. One of the Embassy kids and I went to PowerPlant to celebrate the occasion. As always, the tables around us at Dish were already empty by the third set so kitang-kita kami from the stage. Top looked my way and started smiling. I didn't say anything to the Embassy Kid because who am I to toot my own horn? And maybe, I was hallucinating yet again, right? Well, Embassy Kid nudged me and said, "He just looked at you and smiled! Did you see that???" I looked behind me and no one was there. Eek, I'm getting giddy again just thinking about it. HeHe. It is no wonder that I get all hot when I hear "Bakit Ngayon Ka Lang." But as my ninang clearly pointed out, there's no future there and I agree. I just like getting my hormones all up and running. ;P
Monday, October 27, 2003
Enlightenment
So this book is my new best friend right now. Like a true friend, it doesn't give me answers. It doesn't tell me what to do. It's simply there to let me know that I am not alone...that it's okay to be scared (scurred for those Nelly fans out there)...and that I'm not as crazy as I thought I was. I find enough comfort in that.
I'm only 1/4 done with the book and so far it has addressed topics like fears, destiny, religion, class, being privileged, basically every single question that has ran through my mind since the start of my "recent college graduate profession." However, by the end of the book, I am almost certain that it will not answer one question: "Why someone would like to find their destiny/calling/whathaveyou in a land where FPJ might be The King in a palace by the Pasig River, where the word "mall" is a verb (ex. Let's go malling tomorrow!), and where people memorize cellphone model numbers?"
On to more shallower topics: the flavor of the month for November is Letran's Ronjay Enrile. I saw this guy last year on the pages of Chalk's UAAP issue and thought he was already cute then, but didn't give him much attention since I was already busy daydreaming fantasizing about The Atenista and The LaSallista. Lately though, I've been catching the reruns of this year's NCAA games and have seen this guy in action. Wow. And let me not forget he's 5'11". HeHe. I just think he's cute, nothing more...unless God wants to do something about it. Who am I to interfere, right? ;P
Sunday, October 26, 2003
No DST = SAD
I just have one question for today: what makes Filipinos support FPJ? What makes them think that he can turn the country around? What can he do that Erap couldn't? What makes him any different than Erap? Okay, apparently I can't count. {=P I wonder if the Philippines will ever see another president who's intelligent, unselfish, and who truly cares about the country's future. Nakakalungkot isipin.