Saturday, January 8, 2005

Potential Freedom Discovered

Did you all know that the Smurfs can be seen on TV on Saturday mornings? I might not complain anymore about getting up early on Saturdays to go to work because of this!

And if that's not all, I finally found something intriguing on INQ7.net today. Basically, I'll be turning in an application this week that will allow me to be in the Philippines for eight weeks this summer. Yes, call it deja vu, but without the perks like free housing, 24/7 air conditioning, and getting paid for hanging out at U.P.-Diliman all day. HeHe.

Please God, I'm not wishing for a boyfriend this year. I'm not wishing for you to give me strength to get on the treadmill everyday this year. I'm not wishing for the Opposition to go to hell and die (okay, wait, I might if Susan Roces gives in to their dumb ideas), but please grant my wish to be in Asia for an extended stay this year! Whether it's Japan or the Philippines, please grant my wish. Please set me free from my mundane seven-days-a-week routine. Pretty please!

Saturday, January 1, 2005

A New Start

I had set a personal record last night: I was in bed by 9 p.m.; asleep by 10 p.m. It's not that I'm not welcoming 2005 with open arms. My 2004 actually ended on a happy note, thanks to a package I received in the mail yesterday. It's always nice to be remembered when you thought you weren't going to be, you know? Bonus na yung maganda ang gift na binigay sa iyo. Ang hindi ko lang kinaya eh yung closing remark na "Ang kagandahan." Bagong taon na po, huwag na po tayong magsinungaling! LoL.

Anyway, I was going to buy some stuff at Ikea to help me organize my room a little better, but the darn place was packed. I shall try again on Monday after work. Once I got home, I found out that Bravo is having a Queer Eye Marathon. I haven't watched any of the shows this season and I realized how much I missed them so. Grabe, I really want a gay guy friend this year! LoL. I also found out that they're going to have a Queer Eye for the Straight Girl show soon! My gosh, someone write to them and recommend me! Help me fix my life, people! LoL. Granted, I don't have an apartment for them to decorate, nor do I have someone special to learn how to cook for. HeHe.

Happy 2005, everyone!

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Ode to 2004

Kamiseta sent me a postcard! They spent P11 to send me holiday greetings. I'm quite impressed! Now if only they would hire me as a Marketing Assistant in 2005, then I'll totally love the company foreverrrrr.

Anyway, an ode to 2004:

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? – Lots! Booked two plane tickets online; went to Colorado and Florida; drove to Vancouver B.C.; watched a Broadway musical on my own; harassed people in costumes; entered the real world; experienced a for-women's-only test; slept in the same bed with one of my website visitors (sounds sl()tty, huh? LoL); got my own Costco card; and how could I forget, I finally got a cellphone!

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? – I don't make resolutions; I just aim to be a better person than the previous year. Umm, am I a better person? I'd like to think so.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? – Amazingly, no.

4. Did anyone close to you die? – Thankfully, no.

5. What countries did you visit? – Canada.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? – A few more good friends. Feeling special na kasi si Pen eh. LoL.

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? – March 17 because I entered the real world.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? – Getting a job in my field.

9. What was your biggest failure? – Sige na nga, lovelife. LoL.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? – I wouldn't call it an illness, since the doctor said that there was nothing wrong with me, but it was serious enough that it warranted me to see a doctor.

11. What was the best thing you bought? – That ice cream cookie sandwich thing at Disney World...500 calories of pure bliss! LoL.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? – Ummm...

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? – Itago natin siya sa pangalang "Lightswitch" because of her abrupt mood changes.

14. Where did most of your money go? – Food and gasoline.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? – Aba, meeting my long lost non-biological twin, of course!

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? – None, hindi ako in love eh so walang theme song. LoL.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier, I was far too depressed last year for being unemployed
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter, of course!
iii. richer or poorer? Richer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? – Danced.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? – Watched TV, LoL.

20. How will you be spending Christmas? – I celebrated Christmas on the 24th with family. On Christmas Day itself, I worked, then spent the rest of the day watching Lovers in Paris. Patawarin sana ako ni God. HeHe.

21. Did you fall in love in 2004? – No. Naks, definite yung answer ha.

22. How many one-night stands? – Three; with Ken Zhu, Bae Yong-Joon, and Papa Christian.

23. What was your favorite TV program? – The Amazing Race! Okay, okay, it was actually Sarah, the Teen Princess, but shhhh. LoL.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? – Itago ulit natin siya sa pangalang "Lightswitch."

25. What was the best book you read? – Angels and Demons by Dan Brown; liked it better than The Da Vinci Code.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery? – Christian Bautista! LoL!

27. What did you want and got? – I wanted to see my cousins and got to see them in Colorado last May.

28. What was your favorite film of this year? – My Sassy Girl? LoL.

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? – I don't remember what I did, but that's probably because I treated it like any other day; early 20s.

30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? – Thing? A 15" or 17" Apple Powerbook with a SuperDrive...mababaw ba?

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? – Strictly 3/4-sleeved shirts, slacks, and black shoes. I call it my work uniform look.

32. What kept you sane? – My bank account (my paychecks are directly deposited kasi) and conversing with Pen via e-mail like it was Yahoo Messenger.

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? – This year was the year of Asian men: Ken Zhu and Bae Yong-Joon.

34. What political issue stirred you the most? – Both the U.S. and Philippine elections.

35. Who did you miss? – My cousins in the Philippines and the Baretto sisters in Florida.

36. Who was the best new person you met? – Photography Boy...he made me believe that there's a pogi guy in this city. LoL.

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: – Believe in yourself.

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: –
Even if there is pain now
Everything would be all right
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain
-- Southborder's Rainbow

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Moving Forward

Today was a perfect example to illustrate my goals for the new year. I'm so upset that I'm blogging at this time of the day instead of my usual 9-10 p.m. "reflection hour." Here are my 2005 goals:

1. Move out of the house.
Whether it's out-of-the-state or out-of-the-country, I'm going to find a place of my own; the deadline being September 1, 2005. This morning, I found that my things downstairs were moved and displaced yet again by Mother Dearest. I've lost hope that my situation at home will get any better as time goes on, so let me move out and at least preserve my sanity.

2. Find a new (and fulfilling!) job.
By no means do I think I'm the greatest, but I think I deserve better. Case in point, one of the hoteliers (No Pen, not Bayong, LoL) called up my boss this afternoon and was telling my boss how impressed she was with me and that if I would like to work as the Catering Manager for her hotel instead. Little did my boss know that I actually took that as a serious offer when she told me about it. LoL. Anyway, someone should be thanking God that my mouse at work is not a wireless one; otherwise, it would have hit her on the head this morning. I was that pissed. My job description does not include anything about putting up with someone's attitude problems so don't give me an attitude because quite frankly, I have one of my own. I seriously think that doctors need to find a cure for bipoloar disorders because I know someone who could benefit from it. Argh! Co-worker L saw everything this morning and that person should also thank God that L was on the phone with someone at that time and couldn't yell at anyone. ::Breathe in, breathe out::

So those are my only two goals this coming year. When those two happen, I will be fine. Guaranteed.

I will take the time this weekend to update my resume and send them out. If you know of any jobs that have an international scope of some sort, please let me know. I'd like to work towards my life goals with this upcoming job change. The JET application process won't be finalized until April so I'm sort of stuck in the middle of things until then. However, I refuse to not do anything about my current situation because I've had it. *SIGH.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Bookness

Because I was basically the only person in the office last week, we didn't get a chance to exchange gifts before Christmas; we did it today instead. I can honestly say that I will remember this one for years to come.

As I handed my gift to Snoopy, I said, "Snoopy, this is the best Christmas gift I could give you. I hope you read it and practice it." She stared at me and said, "I think I got you the same thing!" So we both opened our gift for one another and whaddayaknow, we gave each other a copy of this. Are my boy problems that bad to receive my own copy?! LoL. She offered to give me the receipt so I could return it (since I've read the book twice already), but I think I'll keep it. I swear, that book is my weapon for 2005. LoL.

I also received books from Boss #1 and Co-worker L. I now have my very first cookbook! I can totally move out! =)

Speaking of moving out, Washington State is now ranked as the 9th worst state to find a job. In other words, unemployment is high and finding a job around here is like finding a needle in a haystack. It's a sign, people, it's a sign. HeHe.