Off to Some Seoul-Searching

Well, this might be the most anti-climactic trip I've ever taken, thanks to the countdown that I started at five weeks. HeHe! I'm heading off to the airport in a couple of hours and I'm excited to see what else the world has to offer. Be back on April 16th!

Amen

"It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power." -Alan Cohen

Happy Hour

Why is it that when you don't have an income anymore, everyone seems to want to get together to eat/drink? I'm here trying to figure out whether people are consoling me for my loss or celebrating my new-found freedom that they wish they had from their equally horrible corporate life. In any case, yesterday's happy hour allowed me to find out about the World Baseball Classic game, which I wouldn't have known had I not been at a bar (I didn't even know such a competition existed!).

While Japan and Korea take their rivalry quite seriously, I was simply happy to see both teams from the two countries that I'll be visiting very, very, very soon. But darn those baseball caps for making it difficult to see which team had the cutest players.

Let Freedom Ring

You know that stage in a relationship when it's not working out and you want to break it off, but you haven't had the guts to utter those very words that would allow you to be free? So, you're still together, but in your heart and mind, it's over and you're just waiting for the other person to initiate "The Talk."

Well, yesterday, my supervisor finally uttered those words that set me free: I was laid off. Before you gasp, send your deep regrets, and ask if I'm okay, there's no need (okay, maybe it would be nice to show your concern, but no rush. LoL). When I'm devastated about something, I see darkness, but I seriously see the light in this case. Very bright lights...of Akihabara. Kidding!

I'm sure that when I get back from my vacay and the frustration of jobhunting sets in, I'll be crying for help on here, but right now, I'm quite indifferent about the whole situation. I haven't been happy at work for months; it's hard to be happy at a place where your God-given talents are not utilized to the full extent or that you're surrounded by people who don't have the same work ethics as you do. It didn't help much when four of my fellow Asian-American co-workers left in the span of one year and I was the only one left behind by mid-December with no one to talk to.

As with everything in life, I know this happened for a reason and I'd like to think that this is a blessing from God. Funny because last week's sermon in church had something to do with the current state of the economy (people's dependence on material wealth and the devastation that occurs when one gets laid off) and my prayer during communion was for God to show me the right path. What was today's sermon about? Seeing the light (in reference to the blind man)! And when my supervisor came into my office yesterday to deliver the news, I was actually spring cleaning my office. Imagine that.

So, if anyone knows of any Marketing/Communication job openings in travel/technology/media sectors, let me know about it. It doesn't matter if it's in-state, out-of-state, or even out of the country because I'm very much free and ready to take on a new path. :)

Visualize to Materialize

During mass on Sunday, I was looking at the all-Filipino choir and kept thinking, "Man, at least one of those people has to know someone who's single and pogi" (Yes, these are the kinds of thoughts that run through my head while inside God's house). And since I know God can hear me loud and clear, I kept envisioning the ideal guy (looks-wise) and this is the only "message" that I tried sending to God:

God, that's the package I'm looking for. I know none of my former boylets look like that and I'm assuming it's because I was never that specific to you. Well, it's 2009 so let's get this right once for all. LoL.

To everyone else, let me know if you know anyone who looks like that in real life. God and I need all the help we can get (Yes, it's a worldwide, heaven-and-earth kind of effort now. LoL. Kung wala pa talaga, wala na talaga. HeHe!)