Frustrated

I didn't have a very good day at capoeira today. I was a frustrated little girl. What I want is basically for someone to hold my hand, babysit me, and show me the sequences slowly so that I can pick them up. Unfortunately, my instructor is not that person, eventhough I would like for him to be that way. Ugh! I also think that I need to work on my endurance, so hopefully, I can get myself to go back to my 6 a.m. walks starting tomorrow.

But I am keeping things in perspective. Before class, since I was the only one there, The Instructor and I had a little getting-to-know-you session. Since, I'm not really the type of person to ask for personal information (I would rather have the other person volunteer that information), I basically got interviewed by him. In the process, I realized that a guy is a smooth talker if he asks me if I'm 35 years old. The whole world knows that I don't look 35, so he was just trying to get on my good side for sure. And yes, he did. LoL. In addition, you know how women don't reveal their age? Well, who knew I was capable of doing such a thing? I didn't mean to, but it turned out that way. It also turns out that he's had a pinay gf before. Yiheeee! LoL. Then, during our stretches, he did his share to help me with my flexibility. Since my site has always been (and will always be!) PG-13, I won't get into the details at all. LoL. I'll just say that touching amongst adults is a very, very beautiful thing. LoL. ::throwing some cold water at myself:: HaHa!