I wish that someday when someone again says to me, "I like you" (in that way), I can finally say "I like you" back (provided that I really do like him), instead of doing one of the following: a) telling the other person to stop joking with me, b) running away in hopes of changing the other person's mind about me, or c) staying away from that person for life as if the other person just committed the most horrible crime by liking me.
People often say "Never stop loving" or "You'll never know unless you try," but for people who have been burned, are broken hearted, are bitter, are traumatized, trusting someone again is a hard thing to do. I know it's a lose-lose situation. If you don't give in to your feelings, you lose out, you feel like a cold-hearted person. If you give in, and you get played, then you lose also and you're miserable.
Wouldn't it be nice if guys simply just wore shirts that said, "I'll be horrible to you" or "I'll be good to you" each and every day? I swear, life would be so much easier. If ever I become the ruler of the world, I might just have to pass that into law. ;P
I don't often say good things about myself, but the one thing that I can say is that I'm a decent person. And I hope that God will eventually, in this lifetime, give me a decent person also. Hence, the "Why can't I find someone like me?" line from two days ago. Ahh, see, now you're getting it. ;P Kidding aside, I really do hope that good girls don't finish last in this world...and the same goes for good guys also.